I have just spent the better part of my evening in a complete waste of time. I have provided alot of things on this page in the hope that people would be helped, but maybe I am just way off on this. Maybe we'd all be alot better off if I just put 1 article up that said, "yes you do suck, you're life is a waste, and even trying to get better is just a waste of time"!
Wouldn't be a very nice page, would it? But from most people I talk to, that's what they want, and they always have said to give the public what they want, right? From now on, I might have to add a disclaimer to these pages....something like" if you want to feel sorry for yourself, and convince yourself that you are worthless, I am no longer going to argue with you! ".
Maybe that's a bit cold, but I am so tired of trying to convince people that their lives are valuable, when they absolutlely refuse to believe that! So from now on, if you want to feel like this, go right ahead, I"ll be here when and if you really want help.... I won't be here just to listen to you bitch and moan about how nobody cares, and how you want to die! You only want me to argue with you and tell you not to do it, so you can then argue back and feel more justified in doing it!! So from now on I guess I'll just choose to not argue with you... I have tried to provide these pages with an example of someone overcoming abuse and depression... but I see what you really want is a group of people to have a pity party with and I won't do it!
So for those of you who want to overcome and live a positive life, please feel free to veiw the other pages, the rest of you, who have no intention of getting better can just go away now! You only come into these situations( pages, forums, chats, etc.) so you can prove to yourself that you really are fucked up! You're right you are! Anyone without enough sense to want to overcome their past is doomed to repeat it, and apparently that's what you've wanted the whole time. I will not tell you that is OK anymore... either get busy living or get busy dying, to quote some movie I saw. I choose to live, and dedicate this site to those who choose the same!
By Mike McBride 12/10/97