{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Survivors News and Reviews","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.childabusesurvivor.net\/reviews","title":"Link - Why I\u2019m Scared to Not Talk About Suicide","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"bTu16lL0z3\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.childabusesurvivor.net\/reviews\/2017\/03\/02\/link-im-scared-not-talk-suicide\/\">Link &#8211; Why I\u2019m Scared to Not Talk About Suicide<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/www.childabusesurvivor.net\/reviews\/2017\/03\/02\/link-im-scared-not-talk-suicide\/embed\/#?secret=bTu16lL0z3\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8220;Link &#8211; Why I\u2019m Scared to Not Talk About Suicide&#8221; &#8212; Survivors News and Reviews\" data-secret=\"bTu16lL0z3\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script>\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/\/# sourceURL=https:\/\/www.childabusesurvivor.net\/reviews\/wp-includes\/js\/wp-embed.min.js\n<\/script>\n","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.childabusesurvivor.net\/reviews\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/e831b40629f6093ecd0b470de7444e90fe76e6dd1cb5164094f2c7_640_megaphone-e1498424810928.png?fit=500%2C484&ssl=1","thumbnail_width":500,"thumbnail_height":484,"description":"I&#8217;m not scared either, to admit that I have attempted suicide, that I spent years dealing with depression and destructive mental health issues. Because there are too many people dying. No. I\u2019m not scared to talk about suicide \u2014 I\u2019m scared to stay silent. Silence is what fuels my depression. Silence turns thoughts into obsessions..."}