{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Survivors News and Reviews","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.childabusesurvivor.net\/reviews","title":"The Meaning of Being Traumatized as a Child","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"s0U4U8lnZD\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.childabusesurvivor.net\/reviews\/2023\/12\/12\/the-meaning-of-being-traumatized-as-a-child\/\">The Meaning of Being Traumatized as a Child<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/www.childabusesurvivor.net\/reviews\/2023\/12\/12\/the-meaning-of-being-traumatized-as-a-child\/embed\/#?secret=s0U4U8lnZD\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8220;The Meaning of Being Traumatized as a Child&#8221; &#8212; Survivors News and Reviews\" data-secret=\"s0U4U8lnZD\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script>\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/\/# sourceURL=https:\/\/www.childabusesurvivor.net\/reviews\/wp-includes\/js\/wp-embed.min.js\n<\/script>\n","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.childabusesurvivor.net\/reviews\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/pexels-suzy-hazelwood-3695297-scaled-e1619332744581.jpg?fit=640%2C378&ssl=1","thumbnail_width":640,"thumbnail_height":378,"description":"What Rebekah is writing about isn't finding the meaning that would define why we were abused. That's toxic. What she is writing about is finding what it means to live with childhood trauma.   The question we often ask ourselves about being abused is the simplest one to answer, but we've gotten it twisted.   Why was I abused? Because someone else decided to abuse me."}