I really feel my past on days like today. Days in which nothing seems to go right and I get really, really angry at myself for not being able to make them go right. Of course that anger gets misplaced on to anyone who happens to be around at the moment, because I don’t seem to be able to see that I’m angry at myself for no good reason. Some times things just don’t work and it’s not my fault. I know that, but it doesn’t help. I’m still angry at me.