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The Truth Is, We Aren’t OK and Probably Won’t Be For Awhile

There are a few reasons why I am considering the headline of this article right now, but I want to point you to just a couple of things that are causing my mind to go there.

First, I think this quote from a HuffPost article fits exactly how I feel, and how I suspect many of you feel as well.

I can’t journal away 800,000-plus COVID deaths. I can’t meditate away the endless uncertainty. I can’t exercise away the anti-vaxxers and misinformation putting all of us at risk. There comes a point where the methods we’ve been told to rely on feel more insulting than helpful.

This is, as I’ve written before, really just toxic positivity in a helpful form. The thing is, journaling, meditating, exercising, being grateful, etc. can be helpful. They can help us feel better temporarily and many of these things should be part of our own self-care routine. But, can we also be honest here about the fact that is not enough right now? This sucks. We are allowed to know, and feel, that fact right now. No amount of self-care is going to prevent me from being angry and sad about where we are in the US right now. And that’s OK.

Except, here’s where the other problem comes in. As we are all feeling this, and trying our best to simply exist, and get through each day, we’ve pretty much run out of available help.

From the New York Times survey of therapists comes this quote:

providers are in high demand, and they can’t keep up. Therapists are turning away patients, closing their waiting lists and worrying that things are about to get worse.

While we are being honest about the suck that is 2021, we also need to address this fact as well. One of our favorite suggestions for people who are struggling might not actually be available to most people.

So, what do we do? We can definitely take advantage of the suggestions made by Lindsey Holmes in that HuffPost link above. We can also acknowledge that without available therapists, many of us are going to have to do the best we can for ourselves and each other. We are going to have to muddle through this, and the only way to muddle through is by supporting each other. No, we are not therapists and we shouldn’t really try to be. But, we can be human beings who care enough about other humans to offer support. Whether that be in person, through text or calls, on social media, etc. we can all offer something to each other. We can all share our stories and our struggles because right now there’s simply no excuse for anyone to feel like they are struggling alone.

If you aren’t struggling, you just haven’t been paying attention. We are all struggling, none of us is alone in that. I’m reminded of this at least once a week, and I can only hope that you are too. And if you’re not reminded of that fact, find some other folks who can be honest about their struggles.

This is not a time to feel alone. This is a time to come together and help bridge the massive gaps that exist for treatment and in our society. Maybe we can’t magically make thousands of new therapists appear, or create the magic app that will offer the perfect AI-based therapy, but we can certainly offer up our honesty and our struggles to each other.

So yeah, it’s going to be a while before we are OK again, but we’re muddling through together and that’s something.

 

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3 Comments

  1. Just move forward , no good concentrating on the past . Certainly I can remember but I don’t dwell that’s the key. Worse things happen at sea. You can spend all your time feeling full of hurt and regret only to find that the person who attacked you has been dead for years. It’s time wasted, move on.

    1. First, I’m happy for you that you can just let it go and move forward, but not everyone can do that for a variety of reasons, including their abuser being a family member or someone else who they are forced to interact with, or just the effects of PTSD they are forced to live with.

      Secondly, that’s not what this article is about. It’s about pandemic related anxiety and depression and the lack of available therapists.

  2. I take your point but what alternative is there? What happened in the past is not, and has not robbed me of my capacity to enjoy the present. Yes I do get anxiety and I do get flashbacks but oddly enough it is the eyes of my chief persecutor that seem to worry me the most, I still see those horrible eyes even though I am now 75 years old, but in no way do they disable me.My mother used to say , ‘whenever the memory comes over you imagine yourself pulling a black curtain over the scene and blocking it out’. That coping mechanism worked for me.And whilst we are on the subject of the pandemic , anxiety does usually has it’s roots in life altering experiences such as abuse what ever the current situation. Other boys who were caught up in the same web as myself DO suffer general anxiety and in their case it has been traced back to abuse and two have committed suicide so yes , it does depend upon the individual and their attitude of mind.

    One extra thing that that did help in my particular case was the opportunity fate gave me, as a young adult, to attack one of the men involved in my persecution , I was able to work out a lot of my resentment , at a price, perhaps that is worth considering.

    Anyway , good luck for the future , and keep your chin up ,Whatever your position always remember , you are not alone , you weren’t the first and I very much doubt you will be the last. This is all just a part of the human condition I,m afraid.

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